Our Angel

There are so many things that I wish I could say
I have so many questions about why you were taken away

There is so much pain and heartache inside
I know this is the one time that I can not run and hide

There is not a night that goes by that I don’t dream of your face
I will eternally miss you, my angel, fallen from grace

There are so many things I was dreaming for you
I know now that no matter how much I beg they will never come true

There is nothing I wouldn’t give to have you back with me
I struggle to realize that God chose to set you free

There are so many tears but I try to be strong
I try to accept that you are now in Heaven, where angels belong

There is not a moment that passed that I don’t feel your love
I just want you to know that you were truly a gift from above

There will never be a day I say a final good bye
I know that we will meet again one day in the sky

There will always be a place for you in my soul and in my heart
I want you to know that we are never truly apart

(This is a poem that I wrote after losing my baby girl at 5 months pregnant)